Wednesday November 4th 2009. 6.15am
So here I am again talking to myself. Contemplating, thinking, and wondering. I am not supposed to be writing on the computer too much as I have picked up an injury in my right arm. I am seeing an acupuncturist to straighten it out. (Literally).The arm seemed to seize up, like repetitive strain injury. I think it’s an accumulation of the body being overloaded. My body has taken a pounding this year working on a film. I wouldn’t change it for the world but it was a very demanding role mentally and physically so I think the body needs some TLC. Added to that I have been typing on the computer for the past few months consistently while sitting in a very poor position, so that’s why today I have moved myself to the kitchen table for a more suitable physiological position. I must also add here I thoroughly recommend acupuncture if you haven’t already experienced it, especially if you find a good practitioner. I have found one who studies the Chinese method and it’s very thorough.
So here I am. Recently I have been waking up at 5.30am in an attempt to write a book. I have been writing for the past three years. I have been writing journals or a diary for many years now but in the past three years they have become more than just a diary. I have been analyzing myself, my experiences and humanity as I evolved into a new consciousness. Looking back I have been doing this since I cannot remember but in the last few years I have become more aware of it. Many amazing transformations have taken place for me and I can only say that the formulas I have learned and implemented along the way have made a great difference to the way I see and feel life. For the past ten years all I wanted to be was an actor, a professional “A list” actor. Up until two years ago that was my main drive in life. That journey in itself had its own cycles and I have learned so much about myself along that path. First it was the quest for fame and recognition and then as I grew to understand the industry and life I realised that funnily enough it’s all one big act with many parts you can play. I have experienced many professions along the path of becoming an actor. The list is too long to add and isn’t relevant at this stage.
The point is that here I am today 32 years old with possibly a naive and impractical vision that if every human being had the opportunity and tools to learn and understand themselves they would experience the deeper senses of love, trust and joy, and the world would be a very different place. To understand our psyche, understand the ego mind and the body’s amazing functions and capabilities, rather than learning of subjects that have no relevance to our evolutionary adaptability as a species. We know more about other places and species than we do about ourselves, we think we know our history but we don’t, if we did we would see the cycles and learn from our past to create a better present and thus future.
I read a great article yesterday by an inspiring man called Geoff Thompson. It was called Saving Star Fish and it’s about a little girl who was purposefully running along a shore saving star fish that had been stranded on the sand by the tide. There were millions of them along every beach. An observer walked past her and said, “why are you doing that little girl there are thousands suffering, there are so many to save its pointless, it won’t make a difference.” The little girl continued her mission and as she saved another by placing it back into the sea she said to the man. “It made a difference to that one!!” I love this story and I am sure there are thousands of stories similar that inspire and keep us going against the wind. Whenever I read one of Geoff’s writings they come at the right time and always keep me moving in the direction of my heart. I have read many of his books and if you don’t know his work have a look sometime. The reason for mentioning this story is because if you don’t have spiritual confidence in times like these then you are going to be catapulted into the realm of fear, self doubt and anxiety.
I don’t know about you but the recent crisis that have been occurring more and more could and will for many make life feel pointless and worthless at present. There is no certainty of anything right now. The truth is that there has never been any certainty to life on this planet but humans have been lead to believe and live like there is. That illusion is pretty much falling by the wayside and it’s causing a lot of unrest.
It’s very difficult to stay present in a place of love especially with the negative planetary crisis all around us. (“Ignorance is bliss pops into mind”). We are in a massive shift at the moment; there is talk that we may not make it as a species, that’s a massive statement I have read recently. The world is going through a great depression in a psychological, cultural and economic sense. It’s happening in all four areas of life. It’s happening in the psychological, the cultural, the social, the biological. You can feel it all around in the energy and actions of people. That energy is getting transmitted to all of us subliminally.
There is so much information seeping up through the floorboards, the swine flu story has caused a great fear among us, people don’t know what to think, people don’t know what is true or false, who is their friend or enemy. A global pandemic could spread! While then you have doctors and nurses, the people we have grown to believe in and trust, telling us that they are not taking the vaccine and they do not think anybody else should because it hasn’t been tested correctly. We are being told to research what is in the vaccine because it’s full of harmful toxic substances like Squalane, Formaldehyde and Mercury which the human immune system cannot break down. We are being told that the man made virus isn’t harmful until it is put into the human body. The human body becomes an incubator for the disease and so the human’s then spread the deathly virus within themselves and upon others.
Its insanity! You have video after video on the internet with people in high places name dropping and talking about pharmaceutical companies that are corrupt and have been for hundreds of years. You have scientists sharing information and cycles that in their mind prove we have disasters and planetary movements causing serious unrest with more disasters approaching. There is talk of apocalyptic disasters in the barrow load. People are even selling crisis food and survival manuals and other crisis equipment. Some of the information is contradictory, no real hard evidence, everybody disagreeing and not able to back up their facts.
Some people are just making it a business for financial gain and others for recognition, wanting to feel involved. Others because the fear is making them speak and act out of the normal. You have documentaries which are full of facts about corporations and what they have been doing over the years to make their money. Evidence pointing to the water companies who are polluting our water supply and bottled water being the next oil and commodity to invest in. While we have the grounds full of plastic bottles because we cannot dispose of them. Information about big companies like Baxters, WHO, ……….. Coca Cola, McDonalds, The Bilderberg Group, Governments, secret groups and so on and so on….
You have more and more information on the state of our water and the drying out of the Planets Rivers and streams. Documentaries about our food and ill treatment of animals, the sheer evil torturous abuse on these animals is clearly evident. Evidence that we have had the cure for cancer since 1928 and it is being kept under cover because Cancer is big business. Cancer is a biocode gone wrong. In 1928 Dr Max Gerson documented that diet can cure cancer -
-Robert C. Atkins M.D said “There have been many cancer cures, and all have been ruthlessly and systematically suppressed with a Gestapo – like thoroughness by the cancer establishment”.
There is a documentary called “A Beautiful Truth” By Steve Kroschel . You may like it also.
It is now common knowledge and clearly documented that Aids is manmade and therefore another big business -
-Dr William Campbell Douglass’ wrote in “WHO MURDERED AFRICA” that HIV was genetically engineered in 1974, after having been predicted and requested! The AIDS virus was created by the World Health Organization (WHO) in a cold-blooded successful attempt to create a killer virus that was then used in Africa and NYC. African AIDS is the result of the smallpox eradication vaccine program conducted by the WHO during the 1970s. It was deliberate!
There are links to so much information even to Nazi connections and people still living with the mind patterns and desires of Hitler, wanting one world domination. Information on the Law and how it’s just another corporation set up to control us and take away any rights we may have thought we had.
People who have studied law are stepping forward and saying you are guilty always regardless of what you have done in the eyes of the law because your parents signed over your name as a company when you were born. Your birth certificate ties you into the game of commerce. There is information facts that every country is bankrupt and any money there is, is actually yours because the only currency the country has is our labour. (trust me, look into it) The Bank of England monetary system and the Federal Reserve is all a farce. More information about the tragic disasters caused on 911 and July 7th bombings. You have people coming out of the woodwork from inside militaries that are sharing the atrocities they have committed like “Economic Hit Men” who speak to Countries Leaders and give them three lives to hand over power to America and if they don’t play ball they get bombed and taken over regardless.
Just yesterday I read reports from media that Ukraine and Romania have a flu pandemic. I spoke to a friend I have in the Ukraine he said they have a pandemic there every year but it’s never given any media attention until now. (Makes you ask why) Then you read that Baxter international have created the pneumonia virus and spread it amongst the people to aid in the bigger picture of control and implementation of the main agenda.
I could go on but I am sure you’re getting the picture and have your own picture to boot.
This is the information age alright. untold information appearing from every orifice on the planet.
WHAT FEELS TRUE TO YOU?
This isn’t about conspiracy this is about transparency. Any of this wouldnt be occurring if everybody spoke the truth from a place of love. If people treated everybody as there equal and each individual cherished life and themselves as much as each other. If we all had the cradle to the grave mentality and supported life rather than disregarded it then we really wouldn’t be experiencing times like these. But hey, that’s wishful thinking. Total acceptance!!
You can’t change what’s happened, the past has gone. We can only make changes now, in the present moment. The evidence is out there and the people really do have the power to change once we say no to certain corporations who are doing nothing for the good of the people and the planet. If our labour really is all they have to bargain with, then we should control where we want that labour implemented and into what businesses.
Look around and nobody seems too bothered, much of society is just continuing as normal. Business as usual as they say. And maybe it should be. But that’s up to you to make that decision not anybody else. After speaking to a friend last night, (It’s always nice to get another perspective) he was coming from the stand point that he doesn’t really care too much what anybody else is doing and said, if you just make sure you are having fun then that doesn’t fuel the negativity but in fact gives energy to the positivity that is still present all around.I like that view on things but it can be very easy to say you are accepting but in fact its avoiding what’s going on in front of you. I feel we also have to be very careful what we are accepting.
Now, I am not saying resist or fight anything because what you resist persists and conflict doesn’t solve anything. Take the swine Flu and the law for example. You probably are not aware that recently the UK government in 2004 brought in a new Act called the “Civil Contingencies Act 2004” which stipulates in an event of disease outbreak Marshall Law may be in acted preventing people from gathering, broadcasting, travelling and many other civil rights. They can even legally take your children from you. Why would they bring a law in like that unless they were expecting a pandemic (maybe!!?)
- The US government has issued a new report that recommends blocking access to popular websites during a pandemic outbreak in order to preserve internet bandwidth for investors, day traders and securities clearing house operations. The concern is that a pandemic would cause too many people to stay at home and download YouTube videos and porn, hogging all the internet bandwidth which would cause many problems for investment activities, thereby causing a stock market meltdown.
I hope this post doesn’t just sound like a rant and a moan about society. This isn’t about pointing fingers and blaming as that won’t solve anything. As you point one finger at somebody else you’re fundamentally pointing three at yourself. There are a lot of positive people out there spending their life sharing the truth to make people aware of what’s going on.
I’m just highlighting some of the things on my mind that are happening and have been happening for many years right in front of our eyes. Were they all out of our control or did we have the influence to make a difference? It could just be that those same actions are about to be implemented again unless we decide otherwise.
Taking responsibility to know what’s going on is a personal choice. Not everybody has an interest in world views and how each action we make individually effects the whole. Most people’s vision and care stretches as far as their close friends and family. That is fine, but as you delve deeper into yourself your vision broadens to the world and all its inhabitants and then the universe and all of existence. You really are part of everything.
As a famous naturalist once said “If one pulls on a single thread in nature he would find it is attached to everything else
Knowledge allows awareness. There is a lot of information in this post and I am sure I will break it down on other posts to. If you decide to research things for yourself and nothing happens in relation to anything I have shared then you are still that little bit wiser to your own life and that can only be positive for you, your family and the whole of nature.
As I said at the top it’s easy for this information to create a little fear and that’s why we have to be spiritually confident to keep ourselves recharged with positive thinking while creating a positive energy to vibrate and guide the way along any bumpy roads.
I list a number of documentaries, films and web links in the categories. If interested be sure to do your own research and questioning. Just take time for your own life and be sure your not being lied to.
Thanks for joining me on the sofa.
Love and light
Simon x
